Wednesday, March 2, 2022
Rocky Beginning
Tuesday, March 1, 2022
Short honeymoon
Monday, February 28, 2022
Beginning my happily ever after
Sunday, February 27, 2022
Bumps in the road
Saturday, February 26, 2022
Ending is just a beginning
I married my first husband for reasons other than love. I felt I had no other choice. If I didn't he could take our son away from me and I couldn't let that happen. Fast forward 16 years and I knew my son would be okay if I left, but I chose to stay. One day my son told me "mom I know you are miserable here with dad. I also know you stay because of me. That makes me feel guilty because if not for me you could go be happy". That was when I realized that the end had finally come for this chapter in my story. I moved in with family and continued to work on getting my disability and finding my true self, beginning the next chapter in my story!
Thursday, February 24, 2022
Life Changes
It's funny how much life can change in just a few short years. I am now working on marriage number 2. I have 4 wonderful step children, one of which is has now got his Angle Wings. A handful of grandkids, one of which now resides with my hubby and I. And I am happier than I ever thought I could be!
Yes I still have a passel of mental and physical illnesses/diseases. I am still trying to come to terms with how each one impacts my life. However I now choose to live that life in whatever capacity I can. I choose not to be defined by my limitations. Rather I choose to define myself based on what I can do and the strengths of my character.
I will be filling in the gaps and explaining how I got here over the next several days. I don't want to dwell long on the past but it is important to understand that it wasn't an overnight thing. While I am much more accepting of things as they are I still have a long way to go with making peace with it all.